I was hacked off
this week. A friend relapsed, and it made me angry at first. How can anyone who
has significant clean time relapse. Once you have several years and see life is
amazing without drugs/alcohol, what could possess you to use again?
Then I
remembered how cunning, baffling and strong addiction can be. I thought back to
my relapses in the past. I no longer wanted to use, yet I did anyway. There
were multiple reasons that I relapsed. In a way they were useful to me because
I always learned and grew from them.
In the wake of
his relapse, I reflected on the things that have kept me rocking a sober
recovery this time. Never forget, your addiction is in the back of your
head: running on a treadmill, lifting weights and doing research! It is getting
stronger and smarter each and every day, trying to figure out the best way to
take over your life again. This is to be avoided at all costs!!
If our addiction
is getting stronger and smarter, we obviously need to insure our recovery is
stronger than our addiction. The question is, how do we strengthen our
recovery? There is no easy way. In fact, it can be difficult at first.
Here is how I have built long-term recovery:
I started and stuck with The 5 Pillars of
Recovery
1. Get a Higher
Power
2. Go to meetings
3. Get a sponsor
4. Work steps
5. Find
accountability partners
You can read
more about the 5 Pillars here: http://betterlifeinrecovery.blogspot.com/2014/12/long-term-recovery-5-pillars-of-recovery.html
The Pillars are a solid
foundation, but as you build sobriety there are a few other things you must
add. Every morning I write a Gratitude
List. I list 5 things that I am grateful for. I meditate on those 5
things for 5 minutes. I follow that with a prayer of thanks for all that I
have, strength for my friends and family that are struggling and the ability to
be God’s hands and feet to the people I meet.
I engage in a lot of Community Service. Giving back
is huge. I feel better when I am a resource. I also follow The Platinum Rule (http://betterlifeinrecovery.blogspot.com/2014/11/the-platinum-rule.html),
treating others the way I would want them to treat the people I care about the
most. I applied The One
Rule that Changed My Life (http://betterlifeinrecovery.blogspot.com/2014/12/long-term-recovery-one-rule-that.html).
I have Changed Playgrounds
and Playmates. Rascal Flatts is right about friends in their song Moving On, “They mean me no harm but they’ll
never allow me to change.” Not associating with people or going to places that
could get me in trouble was a huge boon to my recovery. It made sobriety easier.
Apply these and you will not
relapse as my friend did. Instead, I guarantee you find a Better Life in
Recovery!
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